yay happy us with the hairdresser haha! and our nicely blown hair that we felt like delinquents walking around far east with haha! andddddd the terrible thing was that there was this nice shoe shop next to our hairdressers, so after angel left for tuition, karen and i walked in and went: woahh the shoes so nice! and then i walked out of the shop with two pairs of new shoes, and she had one pair! hahaa sigh :/

thursday had no training, so mugged in the library with karen and angel (:

friday! had combined civics and then went home to sleep because i was too tired already.

today! so annoying the whole thing about the game/ no game thing, wasted 1.5 hours of my time travelling!!! ): then went for jacques briel after that, which was rather fantastic considering we didnt really know what to expect, and emma yong was awesome and the george guy's biceps were humongous haha! then went for dinner at sketches which was quite nice (:

and now i can watch my newly downloaded episodes of gossip girl :D

and looking back at the way i've been blogging these past few months, i find that i think i really only live for the moment. like everyday is just meet blahblahblah, hadlots of fun talking and crapping around etc. not that i'm complaining, because it is really quite fun, but it's just that sometimes i wonder about certain stuff, especially when there're trigger incidents. like how i think sometimes filling my life up to the brim everyday is actually shutting a lot of people out, because for me to actually meet people it often boils down to appointments and arranging things and stuff, which kind of shuts a lot of people out of my life. and i miss doing spontaneous stuff also, which is why whenever i do, like have lunch/ spend breaks with people randomly, i think it's pretty awesome (: but yet sometimes i wonder if it's retaliation. like how i feel that your life doesn't need me anymore, so i try my best to show you that i'm doing perfectly great without you in my life too. and yet it backfires on me instead. or maybe i'm thinking too much, maybe you don't even care.

but sometimes i really don't know what i'm doing also, and if i'm actually living a life that i really want to lead. because i know i'm really lucky to be at where i'm at now compared to many others, but sometimes i just can't help thinking if somehow, it is kind of screwed up, thanks in part to you.